((this is all OOC))
Our poor Mana. **patpats the player on the back**
See, this is the darkside of making your toon the center of attention, especially negative circumstances. This is why, generally, when shit goes down it's better to have the red-shirted ensign take the fall.
Mana, I think everyone in the story knows what's going on, as players, we're just RPing stuff out. Nobody hates you. Nobody wants you to leave SJS! We like you. We like you!
It's an interesting story, it's bringing out ideas and dimensions of my character, and probably others, that I didn't know were there. On an RP level, it's an extremely good story for that reason--it gives people a lot of chances to do some thinking about their toons, and how to RP the situation.
I think you're feeling, though, as a player, sad, isolated, and rejected because of the way people are reacting to your toon. This may be the first time you, as a good-natured and nice person/player, are dealing with situations of rejection and anger from your friends. Maybe you didn't fully appreciate the ramifications of this RP direction with the toon--that's okay, that happens! Please know it's just make-believe, we can call a time-out, we can pause, and we should definitely reassure you that we, as players, like you.
This is for you.
/hugs.